28,07,2012

16,07,2012

01,07,2012

前回のポストから4ヶ月余り。

３月末にベトナムから日本に帰国。４月後半から５月のはじめにかけて、パートナーと、車椅子利用者であるTさんとのデンマーク旅行。５月の真ん中、東京からパートナーの実家のある滋賀県に移住、お義父さん、お義母さんとの４人暮らし、大きなお屋敷の中にあふれる沢山の“物”たちを整理、処分する日々が始まる。同月末、入籍。

この3ヶ月で自身の内と外とで実に様々な変化があった。少しずつではあるが、物の整理も、自身の心の整理もついてきたように感じ、ちょっと立ち止まって振り返る必要があることを感じ、ここにこうして近況を書き留めておくことにした。

物事はどんどん進んでいくが、一方で置き去りにされている物事も多い。帰国後ネット環境が整ったら手を付ける予定だったホームページやHDの中身は未だそのまま、連絡をとりたい人たちとのやりとりは途絶え、読みたい本や文章も溜まる一方だ。整理して、選び、実行する。しばらくはこの作業を注意深く繰り返していく日々になることだろう、落ち着いて、淡々とこなしていこう、と思う。

4 months have passed from the last post on this blog.

I had come back to Japan on the March this year.

Traveled to Denmark with my bf and a friend using wheel chair, through the end of April to begging of May. Moved from Tokyo to Shiga where is my bf's hometown in middle of May, we started to live with his parents and to put things in order in the big old house. There are so many households, old clothes, furnitures which have been left for a long time. They have been let just them be. My bf's parents are old and both of them have problems to look after themselves (mother is cognitive impairment and father has paralysis of one side of the body). It may have been very difficult for them to manage all things in this big house... The end of the month, entered my name in the family resister.

My living environment had changed a lot, and also inside of my mind have been changing. Things and my mind have been getting in order little by little, and I felt necessity to look back over the last some months, so I am writing this post.

Lots of things have been going forward, but on the other hand, there are still many things to do and tasks have been left. Books and articles to read, maintenance my homepage and my HD, connecting people who I want  to keep in touch with... I'm gonna do arrange, choose, act, and tread carefully. Flowing gently and calmly.